Barbie Loflin

Drenched Devotions

A Different Intercession
Romans 8:26
26. Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God’s Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don’t know how or what to pray, it doesn’t matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans.
In 1990 I encountered something truly life altering.  I was in a church in Oak Ridge, Tennessee, playing piano for an altar service when I hear the most devastatingly painful and intimate sound. I heard a moan that made the hair stand up on the back of my neck and tears immediately come to my eyes. My breath caught in my throat, and my hands literally froze on the piano keys, as a beautiful young woman to my right buckled over in anguish and groan after groan began to rack her frail body, issuing forth from the very depths of of her being.

I had never heard anything like it. I tried to breathe, but the groaning of the woman was shaking my spirit unlike it had ever been shaken. I could not breathe, but instead gulped in air like a woman drowning. Tears coursed down my cheeks as I watched her, people gathered around her, but it was as if they could not touch her… not for fear, but for reverent understanding.  She was in the grip of God. An intercession of soul was taking place, and we were stunned by the depth and breadth of what was taking place in the spirit realm right in front of our eyes.

“God”, I asked, “what is happening?” I asked because it was an automatic response, though my spirit had already born witness to the truth of what was taking place. Still, He spoke to my heart in confirmation, “She is in deep intercession, My Spirit interceding with groans and utterance… for she does not know how to pray.” The Holy Spirit of God was making intercession for a heart that could not find the words to voice its pain. She was broken, and only God could give utterance to her pain.

The intercession of groaning was planted in my spirit in that moment.

Many years later, I still shake on the inside when I think about that moment.

I would later find out that the beautiful young mother had lost her husband that week. Still, raw with her loss, she stood in the altar with all of her pain, and all of devastation, not knowing how to release it to God. So, God did what God does, He searched her heart and the Holy Spirit made intercession in a way she could not understand.

I was changed in that moment, for I knew God had shown me a tool I had not known existed before then. I had heard all of the teaching and even knew the scriptures, but my working knowledge of the scripture at that point had stopped with the praying in tongues. I thought that as a good Pentecostal girl tongues was all that I needed. My private prayer language… just me and God. But you see, God knew that a day would come in my life when I would come before Him with great need and no words to utter… so He prepared me in advance, and showed me that when I needed Him desperately, He would move through me and release my cries through groanings.

Now, this place of groaning has become a place of breakthrough for me. You may never need it, but I definitely have. When I feel a pulling in the spirit and the heaviness of intercession begins to draw me, I inevitably find myself in this place. It is a hard, but it is a good. It is a place of deep spiritual communion, and I also believe it is a place of spiritual birthing. And for me, they have been the clarion cry ushering in many transitional seasons.

I do not know how God will use this weapon in your life, or if He will. You may never choose to pick it us and use it. But I can tell you beyond a shadow of a doubt that it has been the intercession of groaning that has changed everything about how I pray. If I am frustrated, instead of getting up and walking out of my prayer time, I am able to press deeper. If I am hurt or wounded and words are not sufficient, I find release in this kind of pouring out.

Scripture tells us that there were times when the prophets would call for the wailing women to make the difference in the situation. I believe it is such a time. I believe there is much wordless intercession to be made … and He is looking for those who are willing to use this tool of groaning.

Even if you never use it… at least you now know it exists.

If you want to research it, please read Romans 8. If you want to allow God to show you firsthand, there is only one way…

Can I get an AHHHHHH JESUS!
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4 responses to “A Different Intercession”

  1. C. Hart Avatar
    C. Hart

    Yes, I have found this place and it releases something like nothing else does. I need to go there more often…. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH, JESUS!!!!!! cheryl

  2. Merlin Henderson Avatar
    Merlin Henderson

    keep it coming. I am hungry for it.

  3. suzanne wilburn Avatar
    suzanne wilburn

    Yes….been there often…very intimate place

  4. Deloris Bunkley Avatar
    Deloris Bunkley

    AAaaah Jesus!!!

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